Sunday, April 19, 2015

I was...


I was a nervous, little freshman on my first day of high school.  I remember having only a small group of friends who I only saw sometimes on the weekend.  Over my years here at Millbrook I have grown so much as a person.  I was presented with many opportunities from the range of classes I could take, to the amount of extra curricular activities that I could get involved in.  While I still consider myself shy (until you get to know me), my personality has become exactly what is supposed to be.


As high school comes to end, I would like to thank it for everything that it has taught and given to me.  Yes, high school teaches you who your real friends are, but didn't you really know that all along?  I am definitely grateful for meeting some of my super close friends here, but the biggest thing that I am grateful for is learning what I want to do with my future.  If not for the endless number of science, math, and other core classes I wouldn't know that none of those are what I want to pursue in my life.  If not for the art and sculpture classes that I took, I wouldn't know that I have a really big creative side, and that I am actually some what good at it.  While I do think I found baking on my own, Millbrook made sure it was what I wanted to do.

Even though just a few of my classes interested me, I loved and learned so much from the most amazing teachers there.  My favorite part of any class is when the teacher would get off task and start telling stories or life lessons from when they were in high school.  Those few moments when that happened, I learned more than I ever did in the whole class.  I have met teachers who have given me endless amount of support, and have made me believe that I could and will accomplish my dreams if I work hard enough.

High school also brought me closer to my parents, through the tough times and the not so tough times.  You here stories of high school usually making kids distance from their parents, but for me that was definitely not the case.  As I went through my ups and downs I learned that my parents love me no matter what, and therefore I went to talk to them more and more about everything that was going on.  It turns out my parents went through high school and could relate to a lot of what I was telling them.

While the list of what high school has taught me could go on and on, I would like to give a huge final thanks to Millbrook High School for helping shape me over the last four years.  I can wait to see what the next four years (and beyond) hold for me and everyone that I have met along the way.

Sunday, April 5, 2015

Interpreting Walt Whitman's Crappy Hand Writing

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Hi, I am Walt Whitman and I have
 hand writing that is very hard to read!
While most of Whitman's journal is hard to read and I can only make out a few words here or there, there is one line where I can make out most of the sentence and it reads, "Let the waves (why?) now I shall see what the old ship is made of, as God can sail while before..." This is from page seven of the journal and I can't read the rest, but I think I am getting the message he is telling. His message is saying to let the waves fall where they are planned to go.  There is no point in trying to redirect them as a higher power is in control, and this power will only test you for the better not for the worse.  This meaning that you will come out stronger due to where the waves fell aka what happens and your decisions because of them.  One must accept where they land and adjust accordingly.  I don't exactly know if I agree as I don't believe in fate, but I do believe everything happens for a reason.

What Walt Whitman actually wrote was this:

Welcome the storm – welcome the trial – let the wavesWhy now I shall see what the old ship is made ofAny body can sail with a fair wind, or a smooth sea

Reading what he actually wrote I was a little off, but I think the message still remains almost the same.  He is not saying that a higher power is in control, but yes will fall where they are planned to fall.  We should be happy for this challenge because ultimately it will make you a better person with more character in the end.  The second line is saying that you will be testing what you are made thus far in your life, what your values and characteristics are. He is saying that you want to differentiate yourself in life, why would anyone want to sail a smooth sea?  That last line is saying why fit in with everyone else when you were born to stand out?